August 28, 2009 ~ Family, Family, and More Family!
Ever had one of those weeks that, for one reason or another, was just full of family togetherness? This week has been full of the laughter and concern that fills the family dynamic over time.
My mother is in the hospital. And I am concerned. Oh, she is getting better it seems, but when someone you love is hurting or needing the care of medical professionals, it just leaves you feeling a little helpless and vulnerable, you know? I love her so much and want her to be up and about leading the life she wants to lead. Instead I know she is unhappily miserable stuck in that hospital room, missing my Dad, and missing her life at home. I can empathize with how she feels. I’ve been there.
Still, in this same week there have been many happy times with family – even unexpected joys like last evening when we ran into John’s mom and dad as we were walking into Johnny Tamale’s Mexican restaurant for a bite to eat before we went to see my mother and dad on the other side of town. They drove into the parking lot just behind us and walked in at almost the same time we did. We didn’t plan to meet up with them for dinner, but I think the Lord knew we needed some time together to talk and laugh and share some queso dip together! So He planned it, timed it, and made sure His plan was perfectly executed. All-in-all it was a perfect evening – just to be able to see all our parents on the same day – to share joys and concerns and to know that, above everything else, there is love. And lots of it.
I know I’ve written about family a lot on this journal, and I suppose it is a running theme because it is so vital in my life. It’s the connecting sinew between past and present, between joy and sadness, between love and strength. Aside from my walk with Christ, it is everything that I lean upon that makes me stronger yet allows me to be vulnerable. And because our families have great faith, I have learned so much about my Lord from the way they’ve lived their lives, from the testimonies of their mouths, and from the way they love others.
This week I am aware that I am a part of a very precious circle that envelops me and keeps me safe and makes me strong. A circle of love and faith.
Hey Lori,
Great post! Last week was Family, Family, Family for me as well. We witnessed the birth of our first grandchild (a 8 lb. 3 0z. , 21 inch girl)! Her picture is on my latest post. What a joy.
Remember we are still praying for you at Bethany Church. Also, I was able to enlist a visiting missionary team from the Philippines to take your name back with them for their 4:30am prayer meetings in Manilla. It is an exciting thing to me to involves brothers and sisters on the other side of the planet!
Blessings on your family….
so it’s since 8/28 that you’ve written. is all ok? please email me : homesbynellie@gmail.com.
hugs. biggest ones.!